If none are found, in me I’ll abide.

I see a world within me that’s ocean-deep,

And a world without me, where scavengers creep.
I’ve strived to live out there—never felt alive.
Can I live out there, and let my spirit thrive?
Can I live out there, and not let my essence die?

Can I manifest my truth and not be judged?
Lay bare my soul and not be crushed?
Can I not be abandoned or wounded for once?
Can I trust my heart and rest for once?
Can I find someone who perceives me?
Can I choose someone who believes in me?

A kindred spirit who greets my soul,
With an open mind and an eager heart.
A being that fosters my inner light—
A soul that becomes my counterpart.

If none are found, I’ll be my light.
If none are found, in me I’ll abide.

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