(The Story of a Failure) I was an absolute fool, For expecting too much from life. I believed friendships would last, I believed love could be pure, I believed my parents would heal, I believed I could be pure. I thought I could achieve my dreams, But I guess I expected too much… I thought at least one person would understand, But no one did truly understand, Guess I asked for too much, and I got too little. What have I done to deserve a life so brittle? I wanted to experience the vivid colors of life, I longed for the refined, the novel, and the strange, But instead, all I got were scraps and leftovers. I was forced to accept what was given to me and change my essence, Forced to leave behind my sacred dreams and childlike visions. I tolerated people who cared less, I allowed patterns I never should have, I was unreasonably patient with realities that never served me well. And so, I accumulated scars I never should have. The things I loved stayed on the back burner, The things I ...
This blog is a window into my soulscape—a place where I write about the things that ache, stir, and shape my heart. Through thoughts, emotions, and evolving personas, I explore a spectrum of expression across genres and forms. Some pieces are quiet and orderly, others wild and chaotic. But in all of it, I hope your soul finds a flicker of resonance, reflection, or much-needed healing.